Madhouse

 Maritalmismatch

The beginning of the end of two pure hearts full of romantic Love.

Rumi

She felt as if a disabled spider was trying to have sex by licking her from forehead to toe, night after night and sometimes at afternoon…stingy crawling filthy creature was actually trying to arouse her and Rumi found herself gradually obliging him..and actually enjoying a vicarious stimulus.

Rumi did not blame him for his disability or deformity but sometimes she just felt like  screaming the world down. Why should it had to happen to her, why why why.

She knew it was not his fault, this sexual incompetence  but still….

It is strange that he always wanted to give her pleasure and as because he was incapable he tried other ways to push her towards promiscuity and sexual vulgarity.

As usual he went on and on  babbling how unfortunate he is, being such a talent rotting in dungeons for no fault of his own… on and on and on… but what came yesterday suddenly just pushed Rumi with hellish thrust into a dirty canal.

Darling , you can help lift our status and wealth if you try…yes!! 

You know the other day Deben told me our Mr DK Bose,  has so much money he is buying one or two nights of Bollywood divas..

Rumi. So what…. 

Aah ,I have seen in  our common family social get-togethers how dk eyes you…he is lattoo on you…

so what… 

Na  I was thinking , what wrong is there if you spend one or two nights… you know how rich he is…I am sure he will grab it…..

 Rumi..Are you serious!

He went on cajoling darling what is wrong in it… think how much we can gain….dont you! 

She went mum…..the coward that he was gradually realised it won’t work and with sly looks started convincing her it was just a joke, he never was serious, just testing her feelings… not knowing Rumi was going down down and down… Gradually unknowingly  she too started shutting her mind and brain from accepting such suggestions as they were meant to be…and convince herself he was only testing the water….but could she….her mind, brain and heart were running in different directions with uneven bounce , coming back and diving into bouts of horrors, depression and irritability.

He did not stop from giving filthy and vulgar suggestions adding that it could satisfy her unfulfilled desire which Rumi found to be revolting despicable and demeaning.

She is not sure if deformity leads to filthy desires.

Ramen

What a huge hole ,an elephant can walk through, disgusting and frustrating cant fuck her without feeling a lesser male. Strange how this woman got that huge tunnel inside her and internal little things are not tumbling out. 

Oh God, help me and give a solid idea how to make her howl with ecstasy with me inside. Yes yes I still do love and want her but with my little thing don’t see a way how to. True haven’t went into other women but I have a vague suspicion there might be smaller ones but I would not fit into any of them with my toy like pennies yes a very strong suspicion.

This woman is otherwise perfect for me, cooks well, does all that is required of a good housewife as maa certifies, a working woman and a supportive wife….but…..again I feel mad that I can’t  dominate her the lousy fucking bitch.